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contributed by darthjesus, 3 months ago
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the flight's not until 10:30 or an hour and a half from now. i thought i would be able to escape my profs but instead one gave me an assignment on liberian economy and another on the language of liberian ethnic peoples and their fucked-up americo-liberian fellowmen. so much for going to visit a very sick father.

http://darth-jesus.livejournal.com/2008/09/29/

2 to 3 stopovers to make and wait for someone in spain to give me a ticket for monrovia air. i think i'll be there who knows when.

i think i'll give it to dad this time. we, as a family are so sick of his this secondments he makes. okay, he may get paid twice but sometimes you need the dude on some father-son bonding, right? we do but i wouldn't want it this way.

sometimes i just wish he stopped chasing his fieldwork freedom dreams so i could stop chasing his ghosts.

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    wicked1925's avatar posted by wicked1925, 3 months ago

    at least you're assured of being laid when you come back *lols*

    send our regards to kuriks ;)

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    kibitzer's avatar posted by kibitzer, 3 months ago

    Maybe he's running away from something...just a thought.

    I hate office work. You're confined to your cubicle/office enlarging your butt, getting carpal-tunnel syndrome, and going blind doing reports in front of the computer screen. I'd prefer to be out in the field too but I'd probably sacrifice the freedom when I have kids just to be near them, but that's just me. I don't know what your father's reasons are. You could ask him.

    I'm not very religious but I'll pray for his recovery. I know what having a sick father feels like.

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    lexicon's avatar posted by lexicon, 3 months ago

    hope and pray everything will be okay.

    and yeah give our regards to kuriks

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    hilarion's avatar posted by hilarion, 3 months ago

    your compassion wets my eyes man. hope he gets better. :D

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    rafnex's avatar posted by rafnex, 3 months ago



    sometimes i just wish he stopped chasing his fieldwork freedom dreams so i could stop chasing his ghosts.



    guess you have to run faster then.....regards to kuriks

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    angtipaklong's avatar posted by angtipaklong, 3 months ago

    Have a safe trip man...Liberia is not your average tourist destination, T.I.A. man...civil unrest can happen in a snap. hope kuriks gets better.

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    Chrisangelo's avatar posted by Chrisangelo, 3 months ago

    Yeah, much regards to Kuriks Rap.

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    spitsmaster's avatar posted by spitsmaster, 3 months ago

    Everything's gonna be alright dude.

    regards to Rikong :)

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    spitsmaster's avatar posted by spitsmaster, 3 months ago

    it's difficult to charge diana for the stay when she told me, "i'll sleep with you when you come back."

    Well, like I said, Everything is gonna be fucking alright. :P

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    bebang's avatar posted by bebang, 3 months ago

    raprap ingat sa byahe at regards kay tatay mo :)

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    champbydefault's avatar posted by champbydefault, 3 months ago

    ok, two things:

    first, this thread would've been 10x better with a picture of diana.

    second, sickness my ass! if kurikong thinks he could easily get away by comfortably lying naked on his bed being fanned and hand fed with peeled grapes by cute nurses, when he's supposed to be posting his latest polaroid series and kurikstrip. so yeah, darth, tell your father we don't buy it.

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    minor's avatar posted by minor, 3 months ago

    darth i know we're not close... pero ingat ka dude... musta kay kurikong

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    mesai's avatar posted by mesai, 3 months ago

    read your blog. in your inventory, i didn't see you bringing any undies, are you going commando? =P

    bon voyage, darthie. your dada just needs lotsa [bodily] fluid intake. ^_^

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    Harley_Quinn's avatar posted by Harley_Quinn, 3 months ago

    Lols@Mesai. He's going native.

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    angtipaklong's avatar posted by angtipaklong, 3 months ago

    ^^i thinks his doing the side A side B method after that his gonna run them freerange.

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    musikero's avatar posted by musikero, 3 months ago

    LOL @mesai.. regards to kuriks. ^_^

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    Harley_Quinn's avatar posted by Harley_Quinn, 3 months ago

    So, can you update from there?

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 3 months ago

    cut from darthjesus' email to his sister and forwarded to friends dated 03 october

    he's not really fine, i mean dysentery, malaria, some form of TB and typhoid symptoms that's screwing up his circulatory systems. i have already informed mom that he's not allowed to return yet because of some quarantine rules. mom will be here on the 3rd week, prolly. he's always writing something for work and i just loiter around trying to find what else to do. what the hell he has been eating, i have not idea at all.

    i'm not supposed to say anything but i am in a unops compound not the old u.n. compound which was the scene of the 1990's massacre. i can't move around freely since i don't have a visa and has memorized the cracks on the walls like the back of my hand. i have befriended a guy from a kiwi who knows where to find cold beers in this hot, humid and damp country. i can not write anything to make up for school work. this is like holidays in hell, i really wish there was something i could do than play football with some of the bluehats.

    i am not leaving until mom arrives, i want to see her reaction when he sees how emaciated father is. i have a feeling they are in that stage of their married life, AGAIN. on the other hand, i will be processing father's portfolio when i get back. he has no idea how market volatility is nowadays.

    please visit my flat and see to it that diana's okay. i heard she did not let lucian in when he wanted to return my ropes. lollers.

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 3 months ago

    cut from darthjesus' email to his sister and forwarded to friends dated 03 october

    he's not really fine, i mean dysentery, malaria, some form of TB and typhoid symptoms that's screwing up his circulatory systems. i have already informed mom that he's not allowed to return yet because of some quarantine rules. mom will be here on the 3rd week, prolly. he's always writing something for work and i just loiter around trying to find what else to do. what the hell he has been eating, i have not idea at all.

    i'm not supposed to say anything but i am in a unops compound not the old u.n. compound which was the scene of the 1990's massacre. i can't move around freely since i don't have a visa and has memorized the cracks on the walls like the back of my hand. i have befriended a guy from a kiwi who knows where to find cold beers in this hot, humid and damp country. i can not write anything to make up for school work. this is like holidays in hell, i really wish there was something i could do than play football with some of the bluehats.

    i am not leaving until mom arrives, i want to see her reaction when he sees how emaciated father is. i have a feeling they are in that stage of their married life, AGAIN. on the other hand, i will be processing father's portfolio when i get back. he has no idea how market volatility is nowadays.

    please visit my flat and see to it that diana's okay. i heard she did not let lucian in when he wanted to return my ropes. lollers.

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 3 months ago

    cut from darthjesus' email to his sister and forwarded to friends dated 03 october

    he's not really fine, i mean dysentery, malaria, some form of TB and typhoid symptoms that's screwing up his circulatory systems. i have already informed mom that he's not allowed to return yet because of some quarantine rules. mom will be here on the 3rd week, prolly. he's always writing something for work and i just loiter around trying to find what else to do. what the hell he has been eating, i have not idea at all.

    i'm not supposed to say anything but i am in a unops compound not the old u.n. compound which was the scene of the 1990's massacre. i can't move around freely since i don't have a visa and has memorized the cracks on the walls like the back of my hand. i have befriended a guy from a kiwi who knows where to find cold beers in this hot, humid and damp country. i can not write anything to make up for school work. this is like holidays in hell, i really wish there was something i could do than play football with some of the bluehats.

    i am not leaving until mom arrives, i want to see her reaction when he sees how emaciated father is. i have a feeling they are in that stage of their married life, AGAIN. on the other hand, i will be processing father's portfolio when i get back. he has no idea how market volatility is nowadays.

    please visit my flat and see to it that diana's okay. i heard she did not let lucian in when he wanted to return my ropes. lollers.

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 3 months ago

    cut from darthjesus' email to his sister and forwarded to friends dated 03 october

    he's not really fine, i mean dysentery, malaria, some form of TB and typhoid symptoms that's screwing up his circulatory systems. i have already informed mom that he's not allowed to return yet because of some quarantine rules. mom will be here on the 3rd week, prolly. he's always writing something for work and i just loiter around trying to find what else to do. what the hell he has been eating, i have not idea at all.

    i'm not supposed to say anything but i am in a unops compound not the old u.n. compound which was the scene of the 1990's massacre. i can't move around freely since i don't have a visa and has memorized the cracks on the walls like the back of my hand. i have befriended a guy from a kiwi who knows where to find cold beers in this hot, humid and damp country. i can not write anything to make up for school work. this is like holidays in hell, i really wish there was something i could do than play football with some of the bluehats.

    i am not leaving until mom arrives, i want to see her reaction when he sees how emaciated father is. i have a feeling they are in that stage of their married life, AGAIN. on the other hand, i will be processing father's portfolio when i get back. he has no idea how market volatility is nowadays.

    please visit my flat and see to it that diana's okay. i heard she did not let lucian in when he wanted to return my ropes. lollers.

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    mesai's avatar posted by mesai, 3 months ago

    poor dada kuriks.. :(

    *lists down to-do list, "glomp darthie when he comes back"*

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    Harley_Quinn's avatar posted by Harley_Quinn, 3 months ago

    @Carlo, Four posts and no forwards for me? I just saw his mom about 2 months ago.

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    notinlovewidyu's avatar posted by notinlovewidyu, 3 months ago

    take care rap, hope your dad gets well soon.

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    pinkstar's avatar posted by pinkstar, 3 months ago

    take care rap and send our regards to your daddy-oh *hugs*

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 2 months ago

    update from darth's swisscom webtext

    futa ginagalis na ako rtio tol.

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 2 months ago

    another cut from darthjesus' email to his sister and forwarded to friends dated 11 october

    i went to the docks unaccompanied today and saw the aid ships, the huge UN barracks and the bustle of life beyond where i was confined. i found an internet café that was swarming (of all things) with flies, i'll leave as soon as i finish this mail, they keep landing on my lips. pweh. i could smell fried bananas from here. people are quite friendly and warm. they seem to be carefree like most of us pinoys.

    i learned from someone that dada was crossing into sierra leone and ivory coast and for some reason his superiors in NY did not find amusing. i am learning a lot about the nature of his work now and the simple humanity of what he wanted us siblings to be aware of, but right now i am worried that i would not be able to make my required papers for the uni. i have emailed prof de melo about this problem of not being able to move around or get into research mode or facilities for that matter. i like that he told me to forget about it until i came back. he's very well respected by the world bank for his political economics but still treated me like a deserving student without academic snobbery. so how's your studies ate? does anyone really know practicality in your school? hahaha

    oh yesterday, i had buko juice from the bangladeshi bluehats. one thing i noticed was that some of them were darker than the natives here, so dark they are almost blue and their moustache makes me lol for some reason. i try to cheer myself up here, i just don't know how dada managed to live a portion of his life like this. remember afghanistan and the balkans? i heard him tell me for the nth time again, "you don't really have to come here (i think he meant places like this) to see the hard realities, the difference is that i chose to do so." goddamn, mom hated that line. lollers.

    your reply was short and stupid. please make it longer next time and again, how's diana doing? tell everyone i'm fine and dada's gaining weight, for now.

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    Carlotto's avatar posted by Carlotto, 2 months ago

    kelan ba balik mo?

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    gramps posted by gramps, 2 months ago

    o nga, echoes of doom patch last week, talent reset tol kaya uwi ka na

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    darthjesus's avatar posted by darthjesus, about 1 month ago

    ^ ya and effin loot ftw got most of their guild to lvl 80 under 2 days, ya slackers! http://eu.wowarmory.com/guild-info.xml?r=Twilight%27s%20Hammer&n=Loot%20FTW&p=1

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