pekto dapat sa Emo nostalgic ang dating eh :D
sensya na, ito ang nangyayari kapag nabuburyong at nagkakalkal ng mga naagnas na alalala mula sa PC. :)
Ayaw ng mga Puso
Pebrero 14, 2005
Wag na wag kang magkakamali
Na magdiwang o umawit
Ng masamyo’t madamdaming
Mga kanta ng pag-ibig.
Paano maaatim na magsaya
Gayong laksang magsing-irog
Ang binagyo’t sinalanta
Ng rahuyo at taginting
Ng inakalang paglalambing?
Paano mo makakayang
Tiisin ang mga titig
Ng mga pusong inulila
Ng naligaw na kalibugan?
Oo, wag na wag magkakamali
Pagkat madaling matapakan
Ang nagkalat na kalansay
Ng damdaming nangamatay.
Desert wind
There are no demons to be slain,
No devils to be faced,
No miracles to expect.
You just walk this earth
Half dead and half alive.
The desert doesn’t tell of stories
Of flying carpets and magic lamps,
No hidden treasures nor noble thieves.
It only tells of shattered hopes,
Lost souls and battered dreams.
Oh but what the heck,
You just walk this earth
Half dead and half alive.
And pray your spirit
Is not buried in the sand.
so this is goodbye
you never shed a single tear
nor twitched from pain or suffering
it seems those nights of love and lust
were lost in an instance of disgust.
how can i forget the endless chats,
the talks, the laughter, the cheers?
how can i face the cruel world
with confidence and grace?
i know i said we wouldn't last
but thought it's not that bad to dream.
oh well, i should have known better
distance is a bastard that can't be tamed.
i counted 54 days.
and i'm alone again.
with my pc. my phone.
your pictures. my porn.
Ode to mother
I never see you cry.
The closest you ever get
To crying is a sad smile.
A curse, a pout,
A scream, a shout.
Why must it always be a laugh?
As if life has been so good
And dinner is never cold.
As if tragedy’s just a memory
And poverty a comedy.
No need to put on a show;
I have known it long ago:
It’s to free me from worry, I know.
I never see you cry.
The closest you ever get
To crying is a sad smile.
Maybe you’re just taunting the gods;
Asking them for their best shot.
